Sunday, 4 September 2011

MY precious thought to ALLAH SWT

Hai , i carnt sleep , feeling like bursted lamb , i can feel eyes wanna go out of from my skulls, okay today , i suppose do some assignments , but certainly i do not , because im lazy , OH MAN HELP ME , MINDFREAK ME but i aint cris angel.

now time , i wanna share with you what i want to grab when my economy is in good condition

first of all ,i love travelling , i ever go travelling by my own self , and i did lied to my father and mother and they didnt know it. i go by myself. because i need some vacation urm.. NO! LONECATION.hahahaha, laugh at me cause im looser , i know youre looserrrrriest that me , i go on bus and i went to Malacca , check in for the hotel by myself, now i know how to pay money for the hotel :D*

speaking about travelling , everybodys wants travelling , Europe , Asia , America , Russia , Egypt . India. Afrika.ME TOO

its like since i was kid iwanted to go on planes and having vacation with famillies in Europe and digging those icy snow, BRRRRR , i ever want to buy jacket or coat for celebrating christmas .

now im all grown up , i have friends in Englad -Natalie , Sian , Daniel , Georgia , Sophie , Tia , Emily ,Billy , Darcy , Danielle

theyre cool , they Christian *maybe .
some of them did ask me to go to England to meet them , YES ABSOLUTELY , i really want to go there
but ya know as im living in modest life , i carnt afford to go there , i have to work hard to gain big money ,i hope you guys dont ditch me :( i really want to hug and hang out with you guys , YOU GUYS FIT! <3

after go thru in ENGLAND , i wanna go around Europe , i found really good place to snap a few picture , cause im really love my hobby as in photography.

Talking about Photography , i wanna have studios , i wanna have all the Appliances to shoot a model , or what ever i wanna shoot. i love these things

after vacation and things

i wanna buy my favourite brand Hermes Birkin, and Marc J , and Christian Louboutin and dresses from branded thingy . I love em so much , i hope my wish come true , and the fact that life is meaningful with or without them , i still have my family aside.

I wanna buy car :) i wanna eat pretty much , i wanna hang out with girl

i wanna work as a graphic designer, or a photographer , so much to do

enough for now , Back Ache , T.T

Regards ,

Hey Me Talking And Do Dedicate. IDOLIZE SESSION

Assalamualaikum, hai thee , greetings :) to day i want dedicated to the most powerful man , strongly believing in them , and trust with no guts

first of these man would be :AZRI ZAINUDIN

Hey buds, am talking about you , i never said anything about my senior , seriously not even you , but teday , IAM! hahahahaha (EVEILISTIC)
not doubt people, a person who transform himself from a cute ball to a macho man! , yes , people who may know him , knows what im talking shit about , HAHA. JYeah,

YOU ARE FAT DUMMY BOY WHICH IS GOING TO BE MY IDOLIZE LADY GAGA WANNA BEEEE (nigga accent ). yes , i hope i can be like you , abso like you
i did not know how on earth did you transform from that shape to this shape and , what i was wondering is it by gender , hormon , situation or eating

OKAY OBVIOUSLY ihave an eating disorder or i poop less maybe? urk!

but yes kinda but i dont care , i dont try on pills , but i try work out .yea effective , but got no time, haiyo!

okay second thought is :ASYRAF HAQIMIE

he is my best friend , he was my besties after a complicated things came up , we BROKE UP *kononnya
haha but i still love him , Alhamdulillah we're still friend.

i put hope on you qimie , cause you are the only one boy who are in fashion designer field , that i hope that you create the best artpieace for us , for fat girls , for fat boys , because we need it , we have to wear your pride on us. and PROUD

ive been crying for my self for being fat , i cry a lot , and i regret for loosing money on buying big sizes :'( i cry a lot when it comes to Raya , i cant buy baju kurung that fits me ,

i keep thinking both of you Azri and Qimie , cause you make me stronger , cause youre my idol now , i dont mind, i love being fat , but i want to be skinny , you guysmotivated me , Qimie you gave me so much strength.THANK YOU , Azri you make me realize , how things going to be easy if we are skinny and rajin to work out to get wht we want. THANKYOU AGAIN